5/12/06

// feeling :: hungry
// prayer for :: KdC

When I woke up today, read an sms sayin that I needn't work today, so there was a whole free day ahead of me. My first thought was: What am I gonna do??

I was playing ard with my com. It felt nice having the day to myself. Usually I would be rushing here and there for work or church stuff like prayer meetings, svcs, zone meeting, KdC and/or cgm. So yeah, today was a pleasant change.

I spent the day online, and stumbled upon the game JX2. Heh heh so I think you know how I filled up my empty hours. Played it like crazy. Its fun but I hope I dont get addicted to it. With my mentality, games can take over anything and everything pretty quickly, including church so I gotta be careful.

Suddenly Alvin called me...Said there was a zone meeting at 7:30pm..So I called up all the mbrs and left for the YMCA building at Dhoby Ghaut..I saw it as a chance to see somebody, another Somebody and to use my bag! Mua-ha-ha.

Hehe so today Pst talked about his trip to Taiwan and how it was. Its amazing how countries like that can be experiencing revival better than ours. Not that I'm looking down on them, but our country is much more developed than theirs, and we're more fortunate. So if they can have revival, we can too!

Hah...

We were all encouraged by the sharing. After that we prayed, about our personal lives; breakthroughs, areas of improvement, change of self-image...

The one thing I like about his teaching today was the part on self-image. He said that, if we do not have a self-image, we can never become leaders. He didnt say we may not, but he said never. Used to think that high self-esteem and good self-image was too near to being proud, so I kinda steered clear of having a "too" good self-image. Seems silly now, huh?

After that, Catherine briefed us and we left for home.

Ah tired!!

Found out that I'll be sleeping alone tonight. I called Gab to see whether she was going home yet so she could buy smth for me for supper. She sms-ed me sayin she was staying over with Cai. Sian. Well it will help me to get used to life without her, but it feels weird la.

I try to be more female! If you know me when I first got into chc, you'd see a big change now. I'm donning nice earrings, nice necklaces, heels, yadda yadda. But ah I feel awkward. I mean yeah I have been changing my image slowly. But I guess its too fast la cuz I'm not used to it =/

I do hope I look more like a girl now! I'm getting blisters all over my feet because I hadnt time to get my own shoes...those I wear are my mom's. My wardrobe is nowhere like a girl's. You'll be surprised on how many things I borrow from my younger sister and my mom :) A sign to go SHOPPIIING!

I'm always interested to know how I've changed :D and of course, whether its good or not. But oh well, I'm Daddy's little girl so I must dress and behave more like His, right? Yeah!

One downer..One VERY HUGE downer. Tmr I cant go for KdC meeting! *sighs* It starts at 2pm and after the zone meeting today, Kris msg-ed me, telling me to come in before 2pm rather than at 4pm. I really dont want to send Catherine the sms saying I cant go tmr...Really dun wanna miss that meeting.. But no choice la...A&B is the reason why I'm working anyway. Is God testing me on this?

Ah. All negatives aside. Today was a fantastic day.


Oh yesh! Today is . . . XAVIOR'S BIRTHDAY!!

Happy Birthday,

Xavior!

(Ignore the bow and the flowers)